People become attractive over time as you get to know them. Someone who you once felt completely neutral towards can make your stomach do somersaults. It’s not that they were not good looking to begin with, it’s just that things happened which made your conscience ease up and your heart changed. Good character can contribute to how someone perceives you.
You wanted love so desperately that you forgot that love is patient, and now you’re broken hearted with a world full of regrets.
Have heart, beloved! Christ’s love is patient, and He is not prideful; return to Him, and find that love that you have craved for so long."